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2/23/22 10:29 AM

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 God, I just feel like I'm missing out on so much youth! I'm incredibly socially awkward, so I don't have many friends. And I live in this island that is so fucking isolated so I can't go to BTS concerts. First of all, my parents wouldn't let me go to Las Vegas. Second of all, if I come back I'd have to stay in quarantine for 2 weeks which sucks. And I'm going to have to miss school which isn't a viable option. And I know this BTS thing is at its pinnacle right now, and after that its gonna go downhill since Jin is going to the military this year in December. Although I hope that BTS is going to continue to be this big so that I'd have a chance to see them at their most successful phase, I think the reality is that they're not gonna stay like this for long. And how do I solve this problem of living isolated, I should go to a larger city for college, that way, I can enjoy all the novelties that I didn't get the chance to experience in my child...
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2/23/22 9:47 AM

 It's been over three months since I last written on this blog. It is interesting to see what I was thinking about and doing in the past. I've gotten off recording stuff some time ago but now it's came back due to the stress of applying to college, in America! it's recently gotten worse because I'm gonna have to take tutoring lessons from solo. Turns out figuring out what you wanna do in college isn't that easy. I'm struggling between pre-med and business. I think I like medicine, but again, I don't know for sure. But I feel like business would make me lots of money without the effort needed in medicine. Now I'm leaning towards business cause I really want to live a comfortable lifestyle in the future. I've thought about going to a good liberal arts school so that I would have more time to figure out what I wanna do in college. I think my first choice would be RICE, the student life seems good and then I don't know. I've virtually visited...
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11/1/21 4:28 PM

 It has been quite stressful lately because so much is going on. I'm almost going to college but I still cannot decide on what I want to do in the future. It's frustrating. I think I may be more worried than I should be and I try to not get so worked up by this but my head still hurts from thinking about all this. My parents want me to go to Japan because they don't want to leave Asia. They say that if I wanna go to America, I'll have to study medicine. They say this because they don't want me to go to America and because they want me to pay for my tuition after I graduate. But I think mainly they don't want me to go to America. Things have been bugging me, like what i wanna do in the future and my ocd (like comparing IQ and remembering sensations). Also, like the stress the resulted from school work. Last night when i was doing chemistry my head hurted a lot. yesterday i had the realization had not everything has to be perfect. i think i should let go some of m...
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it's 2021

 Today was fine, though I keep thinking and thinking. This morning we went to a Cherie 阿姨's lab. I was so bored that I wanted to die. For lunch, I ate curry. I finished SAT hw. It's tuesday we ate japanese seeweed hot pot. oh i watched two episodes of nokdu flower (one on tv).
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💜 My life (New Update)💜 Be an loyal army and Love yourself~~~

Hi guys! Today is July 2nd year 2021 9:41pm Today, we get up around 8:00 in the morning and went to a lab, it was boring but I guess I need to go because the college thing~~~ Then, we went back home on the way of going back home we listen to some BTS songs on the car, the speaker on the car was so nice! I watch two episode of bon voyage season 3, it was super good they went to Malta I think it's pretty fun there (of course, now we have covid if we can go to any other country it'll all be great!) I chromecast some of bts live on the tv, it was super great of course! They tell us to love yourself love myself there's dionysus, fake love, anpaman, fire, chicken noodle soup, and many others!💜💜💜 Bye guys gotta go~~~💛 Smooth like butter like a criminal undercover💛
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Life is hard bla~

I think today is a amazing day we first wake up at12:00am and eat some fruit and at soon as grandma can go out of our house so she leaves!!! And we go to eat some spaghetti seafood lunch it is very good and we went to second floor see some iPhone and I actually are watching Taylor Selena Ariana Justin Justin have a YouTube channel is he are posting he’s season and it is very good to watch and we go to excercise it is very hot outside but I win some money!!!And we ate some seafood leftover and it is a nice day thank you bye!!!
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帶糖糖和寶妞散步

Lately, Ashley and I have been walking the two dogs. I really enjoy walking the dogs because you get to go outside the house so you won't be as bored. And most times when we're walking the dogs we would buy something we need from Welcome on the way.
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